Endings Both Finished

So i finally finished the 2nd ending (idk which one is first) but i took Adam’s hand if that helps. After fusing and dying a good 15 times to providence and the credits rolled going to the menu screen, she has the crown around her head and it shocked me that it was there along with the music that also changed (im not sure who’s song or which location has it but I remember it clear as day) it left me sitting there thinking about the game, it’s so beautiful and great that i didn’t know what to do. I’m so close to platinum and im just missing 5 cans and tachy kills. I’m kinda bummed that you can’t get the cosmetic that she gets when she fuses with Adam.